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funny_herman) wrote2005-07-03 06:26 pm
funny_herman) wrote2005-07-03 06:26 pm
hmm.
With Adam gone, the Klub remains its old, raucous self, while I dwell on the absence of one person. I tend to do that. It isn't as if his leaving will produce some catastrophic change in our daily and nightly routines. Still, he'd become a thread in this existence. A thread that unraveled and run itself out.
Ah, well.
Ophilia still has her Francine to take the sting off, I suppose. And Kost...? I don't know. Sometimes I cannot help but think that we have things in common, even if we don't speak to each other that much. Her temper when she's drunk leaves much to be desired, however. But she is often aloof, as am I. Love has brought her grief...as it has done so for me...
It was almost a year ago that I was the saddest I'd ever been. But I promise to not let my grief overshadow everything and everyone else.
Ah, well.
Ophilia still has her Francine to take the sting off, I suppose. And Kost...? I don't know. Sometimes I cannot help but think that we have things in common, even if we don't speak to each other that much. Her temper when she's drunk leaves much to be desired, however. But she is often aloof, as am I. Love has brought her grief...as it has done so for me...
It was almost a year ago that I was the saddest I'd ever been. But I promise to not let my grief overshadow everything and everyone else.
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*she sighs, smiling ruefully* Honestly, Herman? Things're good. To the point where it makes me nervous, they're so good. I didn't think feeling this crazy just being around someone was supposed to last so long.
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*after a long pause, she goes on* I never much believed in the whole concept of soulmates. I guess I still don't, at least not the way it was told to me, like some giggling schoolgirl fairytale where everything comes up roses. But I think maybe I understand what they were trying to get at, although they left out a lot of the important things.
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*her fingers knot and un-knot on the bar top* I get overly defensive sometimes, and reactive. Peevish when someone's really mad at me. I grew up spoiled, for all my being a rebellious tomboy, and it shows on occasion, when I don't get my way. My father was crazy and a part of me is seriously screwed up over that. I can be clingy. And he knows all of it, he doesn't ignore it, and he loves me anyway. That's better than being perfect in anyone's eyes.
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Well, I'm sure that Danny knows that he's far from perfect, and if he were to judge you by your imperfections, it would only be hypocritical of him. And that's the last thing he'd ever want to be. Besides, you also love him despite all his flaws. Personally, I think your relationship is, in fact, perfect.
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