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funny_herman) wrote2003-06-09 01:03 am
funny_herman) wrote2003-06-09 01:03 am
Maybe the city is not so beautiful after all...
No...I take that notion back. The city is indeed beautiful. It is the people...a certain breed of people...that tarnish its potential of perfection. The same kind of people who drove me from my home and ultimately out of almost every town and burg I set foot in. Do these stiff-jointed, brown-shirted, propaganda-vomiting vermin exist everywhere? If their hatred is anything like mine for them...I pray to God there is a shred of righteousness within me.
I have nearly half a mind to leave, but...no. Not this time. Leaving will not solve anything, and for once I have people in my life that I care about. Besides...this scourge has grown frighteningly powerful over the past several years. And I do not think it will simply go away any time soon.
*sighs*
Well...the Emcee has been worrying a lot, and I only hope I did not add to his pressures. I wonder if there's any way I can sort of play his pet for a while, because I seem to have trodden on ground I knew I should not have, although he was big about it. But what can I say? I was bewitched by Hannah's emerald-green eyes. I was so taken with her I almost didn't hear Emcee call after me.
Already in my brief time here I have done and said things that are against my nature...yet I still feel as comfortable as if I had behaved this way all my life. And then when I try to stop myself...it sometimes feels forced and unnatural.
But...ach, I think too much.
I have nearly half a mind to leave, but...no. Not this time. Leaving will not solve anything, and for once I have people in my life that I care about. Besides...this scourge has grown frighteningly powerful over the past several years. And I do not think it will simply go away any time soon.
*sighs*
Well...the Emcee has been worrying a lot, and I only hope I did not add to his pressures. I wonder if there's any way I can sort of play his pet for a while, because I seem to have trodden on ground I knew I should not have, although he was big about it. But what can I say? I was bewitched by Hannah's emerald-green eyes. I was so taken with her I almost didn't hear Emcee call after me.
Already in my brief time here I have done and said things that are against my nature...yet I still feel as comfortable as if I had behaved this way all my life. And then when I try to stop myself...it sometimes feels forced and unnatural.
But...ach, I think too much.