*Leaning up against the door, Herman can hear in his head the lightly mocking but all-too truthful "I told you so" of the Emcee, as he's torn between his usual nature and his desire -- and what that desire might lead him to. Victor was unlike any other man he'd met in a long time. And up until a few minutes ago, he thought he knew what he wanted from him -- now he wasn't so sure. His mind is suddenly awhirl with conflicting emotions, and he quickly swallows his panicked uncertainty.*

*lowers his eyes, with a sigh* You're right...

*Scheiße! that wasn't what he wanted to say*

I mean... *shakes his head* Verdammt, I feel so foolish.

*again, not what he wanted to say aloud*